Umm.

I'm getting married.

.

Whoa.
Life.

My lips hurt!

I have such chapped lips right now. No matter how often I apply my beloved Burt's Bees Chapstick, they still hurt :(

In other news, I am horrible procrastinator. I suck. I barely just stuck my taxes into the mail, about 15 minutes ago. I have so much fucking work to do, it's ridiculous. Why am I so lazy? I need to figure this out! I will be in college forever if I don't!

I wish I was more motivated. I say that a lot.

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Twitterpated?

I love that word.
And I think I finally know the feeling.
Shut up, haters.

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"Beauty is a curse upon the world."

So I'm watching Nip/Tuck, Season 2 right now. I have S1-S3, and I think today I may go buy S4. Maybe. I was supposed to stop watching, buuuut I don't have that much patience. I must say, if I ever saw the Carver in my room, I'd piss myself. Maybe even the other thing. Oy. Just the mask is scary. Plus I don't like knives. Ahhh knives. Knives, snakes, sharks, all things I hate and am somewhat frightened of. Bleh.

In other news, I am trying my hardest to be less judgmental. To hate people less. And to love life more. And I am loving life. I am looking at it in a different light. I am appreciating the beautiful weather.

I am going back to Fresno State in August. I think I am changing my major. Haha. I rock.

Passive Aggressive?

I am totally passive aggressive. I don't like confrontation. I'm sort of a live and let be kind of person, which may be my downfall. It may be the cause of a lot of my problems. I wouldn't be surprised.

I need to marry someone who ISN'T passive aggressive. Maybe I can learn.

Haha

That's all I have to say right now.

caitlin/katelyn/kaitlin/catlin/katlin/katelynn, etc

When I was in elementary school, I thought Katelyn was the normal way to spell it.
Any other spelling I thought was weird.

Now Caitlin is the only one that looks right to me.

Weird.

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REALLY!?

I don't even know what to say. Yes I do. Considering this is my blog, and I can say whatever the fuck I want, I'm going to.

I am a fucking good friend to you. I help you, and give you advice. But what am I to you? I'm just a person there when you need something. You can be a big asshole and do fucked up shit, and you make excuses and don't think you're wrong.

If I bring up your fuck ups, I'm being irrational.

Sorry if I don't want to hang out with you anymore.

I've lost my taste for douche.

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Dear Fresno Drivers,

Do NOT speed up as soon as you see me put on my turn signal, you pieces of shit.

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Quick updates

-I'm happy.
-School is going swell so far. I'm really motivated, and I'm already ahead of schedule in a class.
-I hate my job, but I'm loving life.



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Hmmm

I dont know what to write!
What a conundrum!

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Irritating.

So I have been thinking more and more about things that irritate me: about me, about others I know, about people in general. I have been compiling this list in my mind for a while. I just have never gotten around to posting it until now, today, December 10, 2008 at 10:43pm (give or take several minutes as it will take a bit to type up and post).

Things that Annoy Me

• Girls with really squeaky/high pitched voices that sound as though talking causes them pain. It's not cute. Cut it out.
• Leggings as pants. Unless paired with a cute dress, or long top, it just doesn't work. Especially with Ugg boots. Stop it.
• Too much mascara. Spider lashes are NOT cute. Calm down with the Maybelline and go au natural.
• People who carry $100 bills wrapped around their $20s, $10s, $5s and $1s, and try and pay for a $1.75 cup of coffee with it, stating "But it's all I have!" NO IT IS NOT, YOU PIECE OF SHIT. Because once I tell you that you will be recieving $5s and $1s back as change, suddenly you have a $20, or a debit card. Fuck you.
• People who don't seem to understand that a) we are required to rebrew coffee after 30 minutes. B) Sometimes, when a lot of people come in, we run out of coffee, and have to start a new batch. If you can't wait 2 minutes for a fresh batch, why the FUCK are you here?
• Girls who dress like whores at parties, and still expect to be respected. If I was a guy, and a girl was rubbing her goodies up on me, and she acts affronted if I told her she was hot, I'd laugh in her face.
  
• Boys who have girlfriends who think it's okay to fuck other girls. That shit's not cool, asswipe.
  
• People who have no common courtesy.
• People with no common sense.
• People who don't protect themselves when having sex and then worry about being pregnant. Wrap it, take a pill, or don't bitch about potentially being pregnant. Thank you.
• Fat ugly socially awkward bitches who sit in classrooms and profess to be all knowing. I hate you.
• I hate being so judgmental.
• Annoying co-workers who think God is sending them to Long Beach.
• Same co-worker who interrupts constantly, and belittles his co-workers as well.
  
• Waking up early.
• Stale Cheezits.
• Old gum.
• Ants.
• Math.
• People who don't bathe. Come ON.
• Tampons with cardboard applicators. FUCK THEM.
• The fact that I cannot keep my room clean to save my life.
• People who don't stop at stop signs.
  
• People who don't use their turn signal.
• People who drive shitty in general.

Edited to add:

• the fact that I have no self-control when it comes to money. I SUCK.
• There are no fucking cookies/brownie mix/ANYTHING DESSERT like in my house.
• People who take 8778272 hours to text back, in the middle of a conversation, when they have explicitly told you they are not busy. If I'm making you my fucking priority, make me yours, Jesus CHRIST.
• The fact that I jump to conclusions far too easy.
• I can't share my feelings.
• My mom.
• The fact that I have a wonderfully perfect handsome boyfriend who I feel like I do not deserve for reasons unknown.
  

I have many, many more. But for now, I think that is enough negativeness for one blog posting.
Good day.



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Bryan said I needed to update.

Above is an extremely sexy man who I get to see in 14 days. Yup. <3333

Also, school is almost out (thank fucking GOD), Christmas is almost here, and I love the cold.

P.S. People can't drive. I hate you shitty drivers. Go fall on a dick. An old wrinkled one.

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Things I'm Thankful For

Rather, I guess I should have said PEOPLE I'm thankful for. Because they are the basis of my thankfulness :)



Anyone who knows me knows that my mom is crazy, and my daddy is an awesome nerdy doctor dude. Despite my mom's crazy ways, and my dad's oddities, I still love them. <3 style="text-decoration: underline;">


My BFF. Sometimes you drive me absolutely batty, but at the end of the day, I still love you dearly. We've been through a lot, and I know it shows with our closeness. One day my pretty red-haired daughter is going to marry your handsome dark haired son. And then we'll be related for real :) <3


John, you are sometimes the most blindingly retarded bullheaded person I've ever met. But always remember I heart you, and appreciate your idiocy, useless information and pretty hair (and you still need to change squeaker's oil, kthnxbai)


Bryan, I could not think or dream up a better class ditching buddy, car driving companion or friend. We are so alike in so many ways, and I know this is why we get along. I like waxing poetic about stupid drivers, hating fellow classmates, and just generally hanging out with you. We're going to be 90 years old, driving down Willow (or, God Willing, Mulholland Drive) and go out in style, kay?


Martin, you are one of the best people I know. One day, when you get married, I know that the girl who becomes Mrs. Martin O'Hara will be the luckiest woman in the world. You're such a great and loyal friend, and imagining what I'd do without your wit and sensitivity is impossible. <3



I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.
There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how.


And to everyone who I didn't name specifically...don't fret. I love and appreciate each and everyone of you. You are such a huge and significant part of my life. Don't go away.

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Here's to you, Mr. Allstate man...

I LOVE this man
Love love love love him.
And his voice.
That is all.

the strangers.

Note to self.
If I'm getting frisky with my boyfriend/husband/fiance/significant other in general, and someone knocks on the door, I'm gonna keep on truckin'.

Never answering the door.

Because you were home.

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Eff you, Nicholas Sparks!

Seriously, I don't know why I do it. Even since seeing Nights In Rodanthe with Kristie and balling my eyes out, I've been reading Nicholas Sparks' novels. Why? I don't know. Perhaps I am glutton for punishment.

They are supposed to be romantic, and I guess for the most part, they ARE, but wtf. Nights in Rodanthe, A Walk To Remember and The Notebook? Fucking SAD.

Whatever one I just read, I can't remember, I borrowed it from Kristie's mother, that one was good. It had a decent ending. The one I'm reading now, The Guardian? It's good so far, but I KNOW something terrible is going to happen, because that's what Nicholas Sparks does.

I'd really like to punch him in the dick, so he knows what it's like to feel PAIN.




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Sometimes

I wonder why bad things happen to good people.
And why good things happen to bad people.

I guess the whole "What doesn't kill me makes me stronger" shtick is true, but come on. At least give us a fucking explanation why the douche bag kid in your class won the lottery, and you're still living paycheck to paycheck.


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Food For Thought...

if you had to eat people to survive, do you think they'd taste like their ethnic backgrounds?

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